It is almost the end of the year for me. I graduate next May. October for the past two years has been a nightmare waiting to happen. You see I don’t have exams. I just have cute 30% assignments all through the year, but in October my assignments means show, essays, videos and a never ending battle with university. Soon it will be over, thats all that keeps me going.
This year I have been an adult more than previous years and honestly I’m tired and mostly stressed. I got an apartment, took on an internship, upped my work hours and committed to more things than ever before and if anyone wants to take me on a vacation for my 21st which is in 10 days I am all yours.
You know when your becoming an adult when birthdays are just a pain in the bum. Im turning 21 and feel 82. Black little pits I have for my eyes. Help.
So with all this going on how do I deal with stress?
- Lie down and cry.
- Make food, what ever you want. No one can judge you. It is a hard time right now.
- Sleep.
- Take a few deep breaths.
- Go for a walk.
- Make a very specific to do list.
- Clean your room.
- Lie down and cry.
- Text your best friend.
- Hide in a cafe and pretend your okay.
- Disappear into the internet.
- Get really angry.
- Make a cup of tea.
- Have a dance.
- Just do the thing.
- Try do some yoga.
- Have a cider.
- Eat some cheese.
- Make yourself pretty.
- Online shop.
- Lie down and cry.
Honestly dealing with stress isn’t easy. Hence why Hidden Under The Covers has been so quiet. Sorry.
I may or may not be lying on my couch in my underwear thinking about all the things I need to do. Whilst I write this.
This list is:
- Find time for choreography
- Plan an ending for said piece.
- Email development notes for Cell by Cell
- Production form for “all the lies I have ever been told” (ATLIHEBT)
- Description for programe for said piece.
- Choreographer statement for the same piece.
- Hand in LUMINA final essay.
- Pack kitchenware and bedding in apartment.
- Email landlord about bond form.
- Clean house.
- Buy milk, toothpaste, bread, other items.
- Sort watches out, replace batteries.
- Pack rest of bedroom.
- Clean house this weekend.
- Move house this weekend.
- Organise clothes for front of house work. Saturday.
- Make some sort of plan for my birthday.
- Redirect mail.
- Give date for shutting off power.
- START assessments for fine arts paper.
- Attend meeting for stage management for postgrad show.
- Email Molly.
- Lighting design for Cell by Cell, ATLIHEBT, Peace Keeper.
- Develop Peace Keeper.
- Do another blog post.
- Sign up for summer school.
- Sign up for postgraduate studies.
- SORT OUT BOND.
- Do the video assessment.
- Not die.
3 weeks till freedom.